OUR.LOVE ♥

happy oO..

2009-09-24T06:01:00.000-07:00

today gugu ftc me from alc go kp..
den go there mam mam.hahaz..
can see dao bi oO..
cannot hug or hold bi der hand but can see dao bi..
so so so happy oO..
hahaz..
bi back lerr oO..
hahaz..
den i lik be bad guy lerr..hmmm..
smokin lerhhh..
dunno bi mind bor??
jiu very stress and fan and addicted lorr only will smoke derr..
den gugu ask me got bor jiu giv gugu lorr..
hahaz..
bi..love bi so much..muackz..

start skul lerr.very sien arr~

2009-09-23T06:36:00.001-07:00

wallao..
today start skul damn sien der lorr..
tot very fun manatau so sien oO..
hmmmm...
yesterday drunk jor..
den today wake up head ver pain..
stomach very guai guai der oO..
hmmmm..
summo lik very high lik tat oO..
dunno wats wrong with me larr..
aduh.aduh.siao liao larr..
reach home lerr..
jiu very sien lerr larr..
chat with bi lorr..
den watchg movie lorr..
den online..
everyday do der same things nie..
aikkkkzzzz...
she chat with me like sien sien like tat derrr...
nothing to say to me derr..
start frm tat day till now jiu like tat lerr..
haizzz..
so sien..
always i find topic der oO..
hmmmmm..
not o.jiu en,not en jiu hanah,not hanah very funny mehh,not funny den jiu sien larr..
aiyo..fan larrrr...hmmmm...
start skul sien,din start skul jiu very sien..
haiz..
sien~sien~sien~

today very happy arrr...

2009-09-22T06:14:00.001-07:00

didnt know mabuk lerr still can write oo..
hahaz,,
today very happy..
today is terry kor kor der birthday..
go ktv sing till 7somethings..
drink beer somemore drink till mabuk..
den go gugu hse again drink drink drink....
today really very happy...
i go there drink beer then drink black label..
jiu go home dint know i still can drive home...
almost langgar pl der car oO..
hahazzz...
i now mabuk_ing..
dint knw parents cant smell it..
mummy ask why so late..
i sat is lik tat derr..
hahaz..
i dunno wat i talking oO..
oiyo..
siao liao larr..
drink till siao liao.hahaz..
summo just now i put alot..
but i drink lerr like nothing..
bo rasa lorr..
haiyo..
dint knw drink liao i so blur blur..
hahaz..
jiu today very happy larr..
hahaz...

today is a damn sien der say....

2009-09-21T05:20:00.000-07:00

bi dowan mess me..
dunno wat she doing oO..
hmmm..
really miss her so much lerr..
i wan bi..
haiz...
didint reply me also....
yooo.......ooo..o..o....oooo....
really want her larr..
brh tahan arhhhh..
haiyo..
dunno wat she doingg...
goin out drink again arrhh??
haizz...
sien dao arhhhh..
today is der most sien der say lerr..
if got i jiu hao..
can talk..
can playyy...
sien~~

i realised im really childishh..

2009-09-20T07:42:00.000-07:00

hmmm..
i understand alot about myself from yesterday till now..
i know im really childishh...
but i will change derr..
i will change from mistakess...
think back wat i do i really think so stupidd...
we realy cannot together lerr..
somemore wan to force bi..
but i still love bi ryte nowww..hahaz..
but i wont be so selfish and so childish thinking..
wil move forward from my mistakes..
take your suffer become ur power..
i should not think too muchh..
me is still me..
bi is still bi..
everyone will change derr...
wont be so childish anymore..
will change everything start from today..
i will change to be a matured person..
wont ask a stupid things and wont be so selfishh anymore..
exam coming soon..aduhh!!
really hate exam lerr..
aikkkzzz...
wat to do??
study lorrr..oiyo..
bi...i now really very happy oO..
dunno why keep on laugh??
maybe understand somethings ler barr...
hehez...

love bi so muchhh..
muackkkzzz..

i should be mature ba~~

2009-09-19T06:27:00.000-07:00

i dunno wat im thinking ryte now..
too chong tong lerr..
should control myself..
but bi shouldnt say im diff kind of..
it is very hurt derr lerr..
i think i too sensitive lerr barr...
haizz...
dont like me jiu say marr..
dont like to chat with me jiu say marr..
i know im childish larr..
but ppl will change derr..
just not der time..
but really dont understand how to be matured??
very fan ehhh...
bi sorry larr..
i know i shouldnt ask youu..
i know i shouldnt do anythings for you..
but i really care about you der ler bi...
haizz..
bi really too understand me lerr..
im childish...but i know wat im doing lerr..
aikzzzz...
really love bi so muchh...
jiu want to care about bi..
and say till like im diff kind of...
aduhhh...
dunno want to say wat larr bi??
i very fan..
very very very fan ar....
hate myself so much to be so childishh...
huhhhhh....
I WANT TO BE MATURED ARRRR!!!!

very boring~~

2009-09-18T11:43:00.000-07:00

now is 3pm midnight....
feel very fan suddenly and boring jiu wake up and write blog...
aikkkkzzzz.....
feel bi wan dump me again...
not again is alreadyyy....
haiz..
i think i too sensitive lerr...
but really like dont care about me anymore...
argggghhhhh...
dunno larrr...
really very tired wanna talk about this anymore..
really very tiredd....
all i do also wanna make her happy only....
sien~~~sien~~~
same feeling come again lerrr...
like wan die dont want die like tat...
faster go die better larrr..
if dis go on i really will ki siao...
can you just understand me computer..
tou mmg did larr...
i write to you wat...
aikkkkzzz....
sien larrr..
no one caress.....
how much i wait..
how much i change still der same larrr.
just make me happy one minutes only larrr...
I WANNNA SHOUT ARRRR!!!!
i dunno want to do wat??
crazy-ing now...
aduhhh...
hate myself larrr better...!!!!

im always sick~aduh!!

2009-09-16T03:16:00.001-07:00

sien arrr....
sick sick sick..
haiyo..
jiu all got prob larrr..
fan arhhh...
summo dunno wat is she thinking...
give me happy or wat??
makes me so xin tongg...
suddenly like tat..
den suddenly like tat..
feel kikking myself deii...
its kiling me to 18 pieces..
haiz...
aikzzz....

me...bla.bla.bla. im always sad!!haiz..

2009-09-14T03:51:00.000-07:00

huhh~sien sien sien~
few days din write lerr..
sien.sien.sien.
actually feel very sad...
every word she says to me..
haiz..
very sien arhhhh...
dunno want to say wat larrrr...
xin tongggg..........!!!
i hate myselfff.......

It's Me ~ (:

2009-09-10T06:44:00.000-07:00

Dude ! It's me right here . Sammy ~
Someone says that she couldn't online tonight so I'm here to complete today's blog (:

Befoer I forget bout this . Remember ? Yesterday was the most beautiful day ... In my life there no second time for yesterday's date because it was the 9th of September 2009 = 09/09/09 ... For chinese it represent LONG ... So is like a LONG RELATIONSHIP between your lover, friends or your family (:
Wish all the lover that had register on yesterday will o9o9o9 ~ ♥

For today ... Tired ! Having exam this two weeks . PMR trial arrr .... Very very nervous.. Because usually I didnt read or even take out my book and look at them .
7th October will be our PMR day ady . Which means less than one month time for me to go through seven subject . Maybe I'm dai sei lo . Last minute only scare .... D;

Will go to Pyramid on this Sunday ~
SHOP SHOP SHOP ! YEAH !!

p/s : After shop have to face the fact , STUDY !
PMR GAMBATAE !

i have to be patient~

2009-09-09T05:15:00.000-07:00

huhhhhhh....

shit da world lorhhh...

today argue with her..

she dont understand wat is my feeling wen waiting for her like an hour...

shit larr...

damn babi tiredd...

haiz...

i dunno wat should i do..??
but i only know i have to be patient everytime i chat with her or talk to her...

i everyday haveto rang her...

i very tired larrr..

i burst everythin out just now..

wanna shout loud loud loud!!!!!!

IM TIREDDDDD!!!

IM SUFFERING!!!!

BUT I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU!!!

ARGGHHHHHHHHHH.......!!!

SHIT DA WORLD~~~

im freaking got mental prob liao larrr...

aduhhhh~~~

really wanna give up...

but when think of her...

i canttt...

keep on say move forwad..move forwad...

i can do it,i can do it..

patient patient...

dont understand larr..

aduhhhh...

i only can do is pretend nothing happen and be patient~~~

thinking~thinking~thinking~

2009-09-08T04:42:00.000-07:00

thinking~thinking~thinking~

today is 8th spetember 2009..

thank god haven die..

think dao want bao zha lerr..

huhuhuhu..

today quite boring der lerhh..

wat to do..

she got nothing to talk to me...

den i have to bersabar...

calm down...haiz...

very sienz arhhhhhh....

i wanna hug her and kiss her...

but she wont let me do der larrrrr...

hmmmm..

buy ler stuff can start do lerr actually but haven do one things..

so cant complete lerr..aikzzz..

tomorrow have to take go do...

if not jiu chan ler larr..

cannot complete lerrr...

hmmmm...

hope i do der she will gan dong larr..

still thinking want to give wat summo to her lerhh...

hmmm..

like too alot,but i think enough ler barrr...

hmmm...

miss her so much oO..

BI, I LOVE YOU ARHHHH~~~

haiz.....

cant hear me....

love bi.

muackz.muackz.

boring.boring.boring

2009-09-07T06:52:00.000-07:00

hmmm..yesterday didn't write dao blog oO.

not xi guan write oO.

mostly is she write derr..

now my turn to write...

hmmmm..

yesterday really very tired oO.

i 10something jiu reach gugu der house lerr..

but she didn't pick up my phone jiu wait.wait.wait.

wait untill 1something only she message me back..

huhh..tot can watch final destination manatau........

haiz.so sad...but happy also...hahaz...

cuz can bei bi till 8something..

can watch movie and talk to her and see her..

so happy oO.hahaz.

today lerhh..

quite boring lorrrr....

she message me.

but then like nothing to talk about..

repeating der same things.haiz.

hope can more kai fang...

wanna hug her.kiss her.

dont know can or not oO...???

today didn't go out...

very sien Oo...

tomorrow jiu start to skul lerrr...

wallao..feel so boring...

my mind now thinking about her??

hmmmm....

hope can see dao bi arrr...

bi ar bi....

love bi so much oO.....

muackz.muackz.

1 MONTH TO GO~

2009-09-04T09:32:00.000-07:00

1YEAR ANNIVERSARY

COUNTDOWN 26 DAYS TO GO..

HOPE ON THIS MONTH EVERYTHING HARD WORK I DO YOU WILL APPRECIATE AND GAN DONG..HAHA..STILL GOT ALOTS THINGS GONNA DO...JIA YOU!!!

BI SORRY FOR TODAY.I DONT MEAN IT DER.

I WILL CHANGE WONT BE CHILDISH ANYMORE I PROMISE..

LOVE BI SO MUCH..

MUACKZ~~

THINKING POSITIVE!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-04T09:14:00.000-07:00

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WHAT A MOODY DAY??

2009-09-03T06:45:00.000-07:00

TODAY 3 SEPTEMBER 2009...

TODAY I DONT KNOW WHY IM SO SAD...

I EARLY MORNING JIU VERY MOODY,VERY DOWN....

WHEN REACH ALC.REALLY DAMN NO MOOD.HAIZ.

SOMEMORE I CRY....BCUZ HEAR DAO YANG CHEN LING DER SONG "DAI WO ZHOU".

JIU CRY OUT LERR..MEMORY JIU SHI MEMORY...HAIZ..

BUT FEEL BETTER, I THINK BECAUSE I DIDN'T CRY YESTERDAY.

DEN WHEN RECESS I GO BANK.......

FINISH SCHOOL LERR..I GO MY COUSIN HOUSE...

REALLY NO MOOD DER.BUT WHEN PLAY WITH LI SHUAN FEEL ABIT BETTER LERR..

THEN JUST NOW GO COUSIN HOUSE EAT COUSIN SAY WANT GO SUNWAY PYRAMID.

WHEN GO THERE JIU THINK DAO WANT TO DO SOMETHING.

JIU BOOK LER SOMETHING...

VERY IMPORTANT.....MORE IMPORTANT DER IS.....SHE CAN OR NOT??

HMMMMM..THINKING HOW TO TELL HER TOMORROW.

I SCARED FAN DAO HER....THEN SHE WILL VERY MANG ZHANG,NOT ENOUGH SLEEP.

HMMM...JIU HAVE TO MIAN DUI LERRR....

TODAY SHE VERY TIRED,I CHAT WITH HER FOR AWHILE ONLY.

SOMEMORE SHE DIDN'T RELOAD.....SO MISS HER LERHHH.....

REALLY MISS BI SO MUCH ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

BUT WHAT ARE YOU THINKING??DO YOU MISS ME??

IM THINKING THIS EVERYTIME IM THINKING ABOUT YOU.......

HAIZ..SIEN..WANNA JUMP TO THE RIVER DERR...BUT WILL KENA SAMAN.ADUH!

BI LOVE YOU SO MUCH Oo~~

MUACKZ~~

11TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY~

2009-09-02T09:17:00.000-07:00

11TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY.

SHE STILL REMEMBER YESTERDAY.

ACTUALLY WANNA POST OUT~

SCARED SHE DONT LIKE..

SINCE SHE SAY LERR..

NOW JIU SAY OUT.

EVEN IS 11MONTH 1 DAY.

HAPPY WHEN SHE SAY THAT~

HAHAZ.....

HAPPY 11TH ANNIVERSARY BI~

LOVE BI SO MUCH.

MUACKZ~

TIRED!!!!TIRED!!!!TIRED!!!!

2009-09-02T08:39:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS 2ND SEPTEMBER.

WEATHER:RAINY~

MOOD: I DONT KNOW HOW TO DISCRIBE,BUT IM HURT,IM TIRED.

TODAY EARY MORNING WAKE UP JIU SEE DAO BI DER MESSAGE.

IM VERY HAPPY,BUT ALSO SAD.

SHE DIDN'T SLEEP DAO.

I VERY XIN TONG..DONT KNOW WHAT SHE IS THINKING..HAIZ..

GO TO SCHOOL.......

VERY MOODY, WHEN LAUGH SURE GOT.BUT VERY FAKE.

ACTUALLY TODAY GOT EXAM I DIDN'T GO TAKE.

REALLY,REALLY,REALLY NO MOOD..

WHEN BI MESSAGE ME START SAD,MY FRIENDS THOUGHT IM CRYING.

YEA, ACTUALLY IM GOING TO CRY OUT.

BUT CANT...I HAVE TO BE MORE STRONGER.

IF NOT HOW AM I GOING TO PROTECT HER.

I SHOULD BE CONFIDENCE TO MYSELF.

TRUST MYSELF..

I SURE CAN WAIT DAO DER...HMMMM...

WHEN REACH HOME.......

I GO AND BATH THEN I GO MY COUSIN HSE TILL 10 SOMETHING.

I GO THERE SO MANY TIMES LERR..

NOW ONLY I KNOW AH PING JIE JIE PREGNANT LERR..

SO "HAO QI", WHEN PREGNANT IS HOW DERR..HMMMM..

JIU ASK ALOT THINGS FROM HER..

THEN SAMBIL TALKING WITH AH PING JIE JIE SAMBIL MESSAGE BI.

I REALISE IM GETTING DUMB.

REALLY DUMB..

I KNOW IM TIRED BUT STILL WANT TO WAIT TILL BI SLEEP LER ONLY I WILL SLEEP.

REASON??DUNNO??JUST KNOW I SCARED I WILL REGRET IF I DINT WAIT.

PEOPLE SAY WAITING IS HURTING.

BUT I FEEL WAITING CAN MAKES ME MORE HAPPY,BUT IM STILL HURT.

MY EYES NOW IS BENGKAK EYES 4DAYS 3 NIGHT DINT REALLY SLEEP DAO.

SOMEMORE LATE SLEEP..

HAIZ~~

THE WORST PART IS LI SHUAN DER MUM SAW MY PICTURES.

SHIT!SHIT!SHIT!

I DONT KNOW HOW TO GO MY COUSIN HSE TMR.

SAW DAO I AND BI DER PICTURES..WITH......

"MY PARENTS GONNA KNOW OUR RELATIONSHIP"HUHHH.."WTH"

I SCARED.......BUT IF THEY REALLY KNOW.IM GOING TO TELL DER TRUTH.......

IM VERY TIRED RYTE NOW......

HAVE TO WAIT TILL 12SOMETHING..

HAVE TO BOOK FINAL DESTINATION..

I THINK DIS COMING SUNDAY EVEN GO WATCH I WONT SCARED AT ALL..

BECAUSE IM SO FREAKING TIRED....

VERY TIRED.....

INFRONT OF HER OFCOURSE SURE WILL PRETENDING LARR...

SEE MY ACTING GOOD OR NOT ONLY....

"JIA YOU","GAMBATEH","GOOD LUCK"!!

I SURE CAN DO IT DERRRR...

WAIT TILL I FAINT ALSO NEVERMIND...HMMMM...

BI,IF YOU SEE THIS I WANT TO SAY I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHH........

SOMEMORE IM FORCING MYSELF TO WRITE THIS BLOG WITH CLOSING MY EYES..LOLZ..

MISS BI SO MUCH.

LOVE BI SO MUCH.

MUACKZ~~~~~~~~

DONT LET GO~

2009-09-01T08:49:00.000-07:00

BI.DONT LET GO.

I HOPE WE CAN CELEBRATED OUR 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY.

BI SHOULDN'T SCARED.

BI SHOULDN'T LET GO.

I ALWAYS WILL PROTECT BI.

WONT HURT BI DER.

BI.PLEASE DONT LET GO.

LOVE BI SO MUCH.

MUAACKZ~~

MOODY DAYS~

2009-09-01T07:39:00.000-07:00

BI THIS IS OUR MEMORY.

I DONT KNOW YOU THINK WHAT,IZIT?? IS PAST JIU SHI PAST??

FOR ME PAST IS MEMORY,

MEMORY IS HISTORY~

LOVE BI SO MUCH.

♥ MUACKZ~~~

TODAY 1ST SEPTEMBER 2009.

WEATHER TODAY:RAINING.

I WAS SO SAD IN DER EARLY MORNING.

STILL DER SAME ME.

WAITING FOR HER MESSAGE.

THE WEATHER SO UNDERSTAND ME.

KNOW I WANT TO CRY FOLLOW ME CRY.

TODAY LAO PEH AND AH BU COME TO ALC DE KOPITIAM LIM TEH.

HUHH.ALMOST CRY INFRONT OF THEM.THANK GOD,I DIDN'T.

THEN LATE GO TO CLASS....HATE THAT BLADDY HANTUU....

FRIENDS SCOLDING ME.SAY IM SO STUPID.

BUT I THINK IM NOT STUPID AT ALL.

LOVE SOMEONE IS LIKE THAT DERRR...

WHAT TO DO??

GOT "GAN QING" LIAO.

WANT SAY GIVE UP JIU GIVE UP MERHH...

THOUGHT WAN CHANGE SHIRT JIU CHANGE.

WAN CHANGE BODY JIU CHANGE.

WAN CHANGE SEX JIU CHANGE ARHHH...

NOT THAT EASY.................................................

NO ONE UNDERSTAND WHAT IS MY FEELING RYTE NOW??

VERY SAD.FORCE TO NOT CRY.

THEN WAITING FOR HER MESSAGE.

STILL DIN REPLY ME.....

WAIT WAIT WAIT.

ATLAST MESSAGE ME BACK LERR...

BUT THEN VERY TIRED.FELL ASLEEP DEN FASTER WAKE UP MESS HER......

SAMBIL CRY SAMBIL REPLY.

TALK ABOUT THAT AGAIN......

MORE TIRED......

DUNNO WHAT TO DO?????

REALLY LOVE HER SO MUCH...

I DONT WANNA GIVE UP.
I DONT WANNA LET GO..
I DONT WANNA JUST LIKE THAT END...

SINCE WE STILL LIKE EACH OTHER.

WE SHOULD BE GOOD AND MAKE A MEMORY...

BUT NOT LIKE THIS AND MAKING EACH OTHER SAD.

I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY TO HER....

TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.

AROUND 7 WENT TO COUSIN HOUSE.

TALKING STORY.

ABOUT LOVE,BREAK,SAD,HURT........

ITS MAKES ME MORE SAD....

ITS MY DECISION TO WAIT LIAO......

JIU GO WALK THROUGH BA....

LIFE IS NOT EASY..........

SOLVING PROBLEM IS NOT EASY.............

EXPLANATION IS NOT EASY....................

HUHHH....LEE SHU YI YOU CAN MAKE IT DER....!!!!!!!

LOVE BI SO MUCH Oo..♥ MUACKZ....

1.00PM. LOOKING AT DER MESSAGE~~

2009-08-30T09:55:00.000-07:00

31 AUGUST 2009

WHATSOEVER WITH DER MERDEKA~

NO ENERGY,NO MOOD,NOTHING~~

IM JUST A LONELY PERSON WHO SITTING INFRONT OF DER COMP.

THINKING,

LOOKING,

FINDING,

GO BACK TO THE PAST.

PAST IS PAST.

FOR ME,

PAST IS MEMORY.

WANNA TO CRY,I CANT.......

STILL SAME,

MY MOOD: SUFFERING FROM PAIN,MOODY,NO ENERGY,SAD,ANGRY,LONELY.

WHAT SHOULD I DO FOR ANOTHER 11HOUR??

HOW AM I GONNA FACE HER??

TELL ME??

HUHH..

FACING A PROBLEM...

I KNOW I CAN STAND....

I CAN WAIT....

BUT MY HEART WILL ALWAYS PAIN....

YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU.

I KNOW YOU LOVE ME.....

BUT HOW COME IM DE ONLY ONE WHO IS SUFFERING FROM PAIN..

BUT YOU ARE NOT??

WHY??WHY?WHY??

HEADACHE!!??!!

P.S:YOU KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU.YEA..I STILL LOVE YOU!!~~

PAIN & SUFFERING

2009-08-30T09:36:00.001-07:00

TODAY IS 30 AUGUST 2009.

BREAK UP.

FINE~~

LONG STORY.

WHATSOEVER WITH DER FUTURE,LIKE,LOVE,SAD~~~~

PAIN & SUFFERING.

CANT STAND.

NO ONE UNDERSTAND EVEN HER.

FOR DER SAKE OF THE GOD.

IM SUFFERING FROM PAINNING

ASK FOR MEDICINE NO MEDICINE.

DONT KNOW WHAT JIE THINKING.

ASKED ME TO EAT "PAPAYA AND BANANA",

DEN GO LAO SAI,

DEN ONLY WILL FORGET EVERYTHIGS.

JIE CRAZY LO.HMMM.

I DONT THINK SO.

ALREADY COUPLE FOR 10 MONTHS 4WEEKS 2 DAYS.

WANT FORGET JIU FORGET MEHH..

TOT WHAT.

LIKE CHANGE SHIRT ARHH..

KEEP ON CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE.

REALLY REALLY REALLY

VERY VERY VERY

PAIN PAIN PAIN.

COME ON.

JIE SAY I CAN BE OKIIE.

IM NOT SUPERMAN LARR...

WEIII!!!!.

ASK PEOPLE FROM MEDICINE.

BOR MEDICINE.

WHY DONT JUST KILL ME TO DER HEART LERHH..

ARRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

IM SO FREAKING CANT STAND.

CRY..........YEA,I DID.STILL PAIN AND SUFFER.

FREAKING PRETENDING IM NOT SAD INFRONT OF MY FAMILY.

HUHHHHH....

WHAT THE HELL SHOULD I DO??

FREAKING NO WAY.

HEARTBROKEN FOR RIGHT NOW.

TOMORROW GOING OUT.

ANYONE WHO IS DOCTOR??

MEDICINE PLEASE~~

HUHH...

P.S:I STILL LOVE YOU FOR DER GOD SAKE I SWEAR TO DE GOD.

LOVE

2009-08-21T08:30:00.000-07:00

Days still going on wherever you been ... :)
``I also sick for many days ady .. =="

42days to go ... Our 1year Anniversary ~

♥ ...
We've been coupled for
10months 2weeks 5days

♥Dear . Lao Gong (:

Happy Holidays (:

2009-08-21T08:08:00.000-07:00

Is holiday again . But I think this isnt really a holidays, is just some time for us to do our revision for PMR . :]
Anyway, you guys please remember that time is pleasure ya~ :D

Today nearly cant wake up to school ... Huu ... Cuz night time keep cough til awake make me not enough sleep . But I still force myself to wake up to go school .

For sure I've been late for school again . =="
Before the Merdeka programme start, I ady called by MC teacher to take the exam . I think I miss lots great presentation that those guys prepared earlier . But I done my exam as fast as I could then I rush to the hall . At last still can sing some patriotic songs la~ Veeerryy Hiigghh .. All of us also very happy .

Went for recess . Special extra recess time for us .. 0940 to 1020 . Haha. Teacher said that , this was our special gift for Merdeka . xD

All day long didnt study . Lepak with Ying, Shu yi and Caryn only . Quite boring.

1+ Reached house then bath. Lepak with Gugu and Carmen again luu ..

Around 10+ Gugu went back . Then she date us for Bah Kut Teh on tommorow morning . Wondering how can she wake up leh ? Ready for the big aeroplane . Haha .

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Hey, my cough are getting better yo0o ~ :D . Just bit only la .. ^^"

1st trial exam have ended . HOLIDAYS ! After holiday start again ..... Our trial .

GAMBATAE ARRR !!! (",)

♥ 43days ~

2009-08-20T07:55:00.000-07:00

Left 43days only ohh .. Time past by in a moment only horr .. Hmm ..

43days to go for 1 Year Anniversary !

Bi ♥ Dear .. Muackzz ..

We've coupled for
[10months 2weeks 4days]

I ♥ Dear always ~ Miss you ...

Absent .

2009-08-20T07:46:00.000-07:00

I absent to school on Wednesday ~ Got exam gahh .. Haiz .. But luckily stil can take the exam .. xD

Today very very tired .. Dont know why leh .. Maybe because cough larr .. Keep cough .. Cant recover .. Since 7th August ady started to sick till now . OMG !

On night time, went to Giant again . At last, Mama got to brought her cupboard ady . Wahaha .. Go for many times ady ...

Just ate medicine luu .. Stil cough-ing .. Stomach very pain arrhh .. ! Sleep earlier .. ! Tata ~~~

Everyone please take care of your health .. :D

Remain the same .. Gambatae for PMR ! (:

♥ reminder .

2009-08-18T07:27:00.000-07:00

Remember our anniversary ?

DONT EVER FORGET HORR ..
45days to go ! very very near ... lik PMR . Haha . Brain full of PMR PMR and PMR .

hehe .. Muackzz , love my dear (:
45days more to our 1year Anniversary ♥

We have been coupled for ..
[10months 2weeks 2days]
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I ♥ U always ! ;D

Sick -____-'''

2009-08-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

Today went to see doctor at Klinik Kesihatan . >"<
Wait till so long .. too many people at there ady . Use up 1hour++ .
But still cough very kao lat .. *sure larh, just only took the medicine ... =="

Very hate sick arhhgg ! Cough till headache , cant sleep well ....
Im so so damn suffer .. Cuz cant sleep well , now is exam week ... huh ..

10++ Just ate the medicine .. VERY BLUR ~~~ . OMG ! Im drunk or I took drugs huh ? Really going to sleep la~

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That all for today la ~ CLOSE FILE .
Tomorrow is a better days .♥

Gambatae again for TRIAL ! Good luck ♥

46days to ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY !

2009-08-17T08:33:00.000-07:00

Although Im freakinly sick . But sure wont forget this .

Im countdown-ing for my anniversary . Haha . "MY" ?? No . Is our Anniversary . Haha .

46days to go for it ... I'll be waiting :)

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We have coupled for
[10months 2weeks 1days]

Worry . Worry .

2009-08-17T08:22:00.000-07:00

Im lost for 3 days ..
I damn sick but still went out with my aunty. Two aunty that just back from Toronto and London . They came back with their families .
Aunty wai wai came back with Uncle Cliff (husband) , Kaylin (daughter) and Kayssie (son) *idk her son name*
Aunty Siew siew came back with Uncle Chung (husband) , Kenny (son) and Kellie (daughter) .
I didnt talk to their family , I just went there and sit . Quite boring, cuz I dont know them much . I live for 15years just see them once, and this is the only time i see them . =="
We went to Liitle Genting *not that Genting Highland* . Bit like Genting , cuz the weather there also quite cold or can say that is quite windy ? Haha . dont know '___' . The view there is very nice and is suit for couple , I think ... (:
Quite nice trip la ~ At least I've been there before if I asked by others . Muahaaha ..

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Im still very sick . :"[
but havent went to hospital yet . *Im so stubborn . huh ? *
Cough cough and cough non stop . Still suffering . >____< ....

Exam season ~
Whole week exam ! Im so TIRED ~!! huh ...
Gambatae everyone .... Good luck yo0 ~

Countdown ~

2009-08-14T03:52:00.000-07:00

49days to go !

Miss dear so much neh ...

Bi and Dear had been cooupled for
[10months 1weeks 5days]

Friday .

2009-08-14T03:46:00.000-07:00

So many days didnt come here already , cuz sick .... haiz . Nowadays every people also sick . This world are going to end ????????
I sick for 1weeks ady ... very scare I got H1N1 .. didnt see doctor ...

Thats all for today .
Everyone, Jia you yoo ~ Trail starts ady ...

:)

Our Days ... 57days more♥

2009-08-06T08:15:00.000-07:00

Countdown to 57days ... (:

Miss my dear so much ~ :( . Wants to see you arh . Muackzz ...

Lao po ♥ Lao gong ...
Have been coupled for ...
[10months 4days]

57DAYS TO GO ~!

Love you ♥

Thursday .

2009-08-06T07:52:00.000-07:00

Actually Today's school life is normal just like usuall only . But when reach home , somethings happen ...

Today late to school again ~ ==" Almost everyday also late gehh ..
First period is MORAL . The teacher keep mumbling . Said about our nail ... Came in for MORAL TALK ONLY not really teaching moral . Boring boring ~ Then geografi .... Maths ... Today also recess with Ying . Only we two only cuz Ping absent . Dont why again . When recess time Amy come and sit with us and talk lo . But Gui yin just quiet only . Maybe Yee told her something or what else .... At class also didnt talk to us . Anyway, just forget bout it .

Whole day at school keep doing LATIH TUBI only . +______+ .. PMR AGAIN ~ !

1++ finish school . Dad ady reach and Carmen also waiting me in car ady . Then Dad went to buy food, he said Mama ady cook for me adn Carmen so we both no need to buy ady. But when reach home only get to know that that F***ing Woman told him that Mama didnt cook . Guess why ? Because she said that she saw Mama washed the meat so she THOUGHT that Mama is going to cook but she didnt ask properly . Just THOUGHT . OMG ! My mood damn **** . Dad asked me Mama cook what , so I just tell him the truth . Then the woman started to explained . Said she dont know this and that ... reason reason ........ I just said, YOU YOURSELF DIDNT ASK MAMA PROPERLY ! but awhile Dad said he will fetch us to buy food . I thought is over la . Who noes ..... She KENA from Dad. All also dont know why, I guess ... She talk without using her brain . Cuz usuall she also talk without using her brain to think . So ... Dad geh mood are damn bad . He damn angry damn angry . Look so 'Grrrr ... rr ' This feel .... But I have to really really remember .. Dad said her .... YOU LIKE DAI YI LA ! ... NOW WHAT TIME? YOU COOK? SOHAI, I EAT FRIED KUAY TIOW ADY LA ! PUI! (cuz she said she cook for dad now) .... and many more in my brain ...

p.s : I know they both sure will be OK in two days . Haha ~

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On 7 August, 2009
At 12hour 34mins 56sec on 7th of August this year, the time and date will be
12:34:56 07/08/09 > 12345678
This will never happen again in your life !! Amazing ? This is what it called NATURE . (:

58days to go ♥

2009-08-05T07:36:00.000-07:00

Dear , left 58days to our 1year Anniversary lorh . :)

This few days dear keep sick . Haiz . Today some more have extra class . Very tired larh .. Muackzz . Love dear . ♥

58days to go !

Lao po ♥ Lao gong ! (:

Bi ♥ Dear have been coupled for ...
[10months 3days]

TOMMOROW IS A BETTER DAY !

Muackzz ~ LOVE DEAR ♥

Tuesday .. Cloudy Day + Cloudy Mood ~

2009-08-05T07:13:00.001-07:00

Today is actually a good day . But before to reccess, heard something that I dont wish to know . 'Someone' told me that Yee was angry me since yesterday cuz she said that I promised her to reccess with her but I turn to reccess with Ying . pheww .. Im damn speechless .. My mood are just ... Cant describe it la ~ JUST WORST .. I didnt reccess with her is just because that I didnt saw her came down from upstairs .. She thought that it was my fault ? She told me that she not sure got coming down for break or not . If she angry cux I didnt wait her then I got nothing to say .. Haiz . Anyway, Im ready to lose this friends. I know people with Yee like Amy, Gui Yin, Elin ..They sure with have set some distance on me. Just because that Im friend-ing with Ying and Ping ? Should I said that they's CHILDISH ? I dont know . Just try not to think too much . But I do really mind I lose Yee . CLOSE FILE . Tommorow is a better Day .. ♥

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Today 1++ reached house . Gugu was sleeping again ~~ Is her hobby la ... xD .. Then did the same activity luu ..

5++ We walk out to buy our dinner with Gugu, Carmen and Mama ~ Reach home then listen that F***ing woman talk rubbish again . Really feel that wanna tell her , IF YOU CANT EFFORT TO PAY THE ELECTRIC BILL , TURNS OUT THE AIR-COND THEN .AND STOP KAO PEH ! >''< ... ANGRY !

Angry ,angry , angry .. Till 8++ Ah pek came to our house . Mama wants ah pek to fetch her to go G**nt, she wanna buy the cupboard or something else there . But the price on the flyers and in G**nt are different . Huh .. that G**nt's stuff are really very expensive and G**nt loves to CHEAT larh . Dont ever go there again . LIAR !

9++ reached home then start to pack my school bags for tommorow . But I havent finish my Maths work ~~ +___+ ... I gonna get from Mr. Teh already larh ... *sobs sobs* ....

PMR .. PMR .. OMG ~~~ WORRY WORRY ..

EVERYONE GAMBATAE FOR PMR !
``TO ALL MY FRIENDS ~ ♥muackzz

59days to go ♥

2009-08-04T08:19:00.000-07:00

We've been coupled for ...
[10months 2days] ~ ♥

Left 59days to our 1years Anniversary ~~

♥ Lao gong :)

muackzz ... miss dear always ~

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY !

♥ (:

SUNNY DAY .. TUESDAY ~

2009-08-04T08:04:00.000-07:00

Today also late to school =='' .. Then when reach school saw Eva also late ady ... But dont know why, today like very bad luck .. +___+ . Cuz my uniform geh zip suddenly spoiled ady leh. Whole day at school damn ''SEXY'' .. OMG .

Today also reccess with Ying and Tiong . Dont know why Ping absent leh .. Anyway, today I brought spaghetti for Ying cuz I promised her .. :) . I tot Yee and Elin didnt came for reccess lo . Who noes, when we go to canteen ady then saw them . Tiong sumore ask me why I didnt reccess with them, Isnt because of Ying . I answer NO . or maybe I still dont know .. Hehe . Anyway, is the same .. I do have freedom to choose friend ~ :D ...

1++ Daddy only come fetch me and Carmen . HOT ARR ! After I eat ady then I ask Carmen to wash the bathroom with me . 3++ only done , bit tired ... ~ Hehe .. Then my dear lao gong call me said she wanna sleep then 5.30 give her call to awake her ..

5++ Call my lao gong to wake up . Then I fell asleep .. xD ..

10++ Dear call me to wake up . Scare later I cant sleep ... But Im really very tired . I think .... I can continue sleep later ~ ^^

``This few days always play games at facebook . Didnt study ! ><" .. PMR ... 1months only ~~~ :s ... SCARE ~ SCARE ~

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4th August . Today is TAN EE LIN's Birthdays ya :)

Happy 15th Birhtday XiaoZhuZhu ~
Wish you all the best ♥

60 Days To Go ~

2009-08-03T06:51:00.002-07:00

I ♥ YOU ~ Muackzz .

Bi ♥ Dear ... :)

[10months 1day]

Happy 10months Anniversary ~

Monday ~~ SUNNY day ..

2009-08-03T06:36:00.000-07:00

Last night didnt sleep well .. Today feel very tired oh~

6++ ady wake up for school . Like cant suit myself , cuz friday I also didnt go for school . after 3 days holiday like very uncomfort then suddenly have to wake up on the early morning ... +___+

Today also late to school . ASSEMBLY ! OMG .. So long lehh .. haiz .. kek sei ..
8++ only finish the assembly. Keep giving cert, prizes .... Hmm .. Sure I dont have ~~ didnt even take part also .. ^^"

Then when reccess time, I went with Ying, Ping, Tiong and Cherine . JY and Gui Yin toghether . I think Yee will talk bout me with Gui yin . Or maybe I think too much .. Is ok . Leave it . I do have my wish to choose friends . They shouldnt control my freedom . :) Ying and Ping are always my friends.

Oh ya ~ My dearest Lao gong ... Today her leg pain ... Hmm .. always cant sleep well or maybe should say that, didnt sleep .. See dear so uncomfortable I also cant help anything, haiz .... Sayang sayang dear lorr ... Muackzz .. *hug* (: .

Tired ! wanna sleep earlier ... Hehe ... ^^

Love dear .. Muackzz ..

[10 months and 1day]

60days to goo ...

Sunday ~~

2009-08-03T03:48:00.000-07:00

7++ ady wake up lorr ... cant sleep ~~ dont know why leh ... huu .. Then wake up online lor ...

11++ daddy ask us to go out for breakfast .... We went to old town to eat ... Guess I saw who ?? ... Eva ... haha ..With her mother and sister ...

12++ Go back house .. Then dear came dy lorr ... Want me to make spaghetti ... ==" .. but till half way she said want meat ball .. So we went to Giant ...

1++ Reach house then started to do my spaghetti ady ... But dont know why the tomato sauce taste so ...... :S . Not nice ... but after mix with spaghetti not bad worr .. Haha .. lucky gua ..~

5++ Gugu come here ... Cuz wan find Sifu ... We went out to eat first lo ... But Sifu is not around at Bukit Tinggi .. He went back to Kapar ady .. So we ask Dear to call her mummy and ask permission, can later only go back or not .. Her mummy agree. So Gugu drive dear's car . When at car we took picture ~ Hehe ...

6++ Reach Sifu house lo . But there also got people so we have to wait for awhile lo but too hot ady . Gugu suggest to go her house first so we went to her house and stay awhile .. Then go back to Sifu's house ...

7++ Finish ady . Then went back to Bukit Tinggi lo .. Went to Watson to shop shop ~ But i didnt buy anything lo .. Gugu buy only . Cuz I no $$ .. ==" BORING ~~

8++ Reach my house . Dear need to rush back liao .. cuz her parents call ady . :S .. bit scare .. Then went to bath and keng kai with Gugu lo ... Till 11++ Terry kor kor come and fetch Gugu lo .. But I still cant sleep .... PANDA EYES ARR ... haiz ..

TIRED ~!
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Is our anniversary ~~ ^^

Love DEAR ~~

Happy 10months Anniversary <3 ~

2009-08-01T10:25:00.001-07:00

Lao po and Lao gong ~~

HAPPY 10MONTHS ANNIVERSARY ~!

Dear maybe dont remember .. anyway I still very happy ... and I'll start to countdown for our 1YEAR ANNIVERSARY...

Love dear ~ Muackzz .....

I Appreciate for What I have now ... The one and only you ... MY lao gong .. ~ ^^

``someone LOVE ONE ...
``someone LOVE TWO ...
But I LOVE ONLY ONE , and That is YOU ... ~ Dear lao gong ... :)

Sweet Day <3

2009-08-01T10:03:00.001-07:00

Didnt wrote my blog for few days ... cuz busy + lazy and ofcourse , I've forgotten .. cuz i didnt have this habit ....

today when to my dear lao gong geh house .. cuz i promise dear to do sardin gulung for her ....

8++ follow daddy car to go dear geh house ... then sleep awhile lo ....

11++ we walk walk go out to buy stuff for sardin gulung . Very funny , we both also very scare those dog .. cuz their face like very fierce and will bite people ... but at last also got go back la ..... Reach house ady then start do our sardin gulung lo ....

12++ at last also finish doing .... but didnt use oven .. =( ... dear de oven cant use .. so I use to fried the sardin gulung .. teste not bad la , but not so nice lo .. hmm ... TIRED ~!
after that we went to bath .. thn sleep again .. xD ...

5++ wake up lorr .. cuz her parents come back ady ... keng kai, On9 ..........

8++ go out to Esso mamak eat chappati ... Haha ... then I saw Tan Kok Yen , last time Mei Wen like geh .... ==''

11+ Mama and ah pek came and fetch me go back lo ... Dear ady oi oi lor .... hmm .. although I very tired but I cant sleep ... @_@ .. panda eyes .. ~~~

dear dear dear .. bian tai de dear ~~ hehe ... muackz ... I LOVE YOU ...

Happy Anniversary ... :)

2009-07-29T03:50:00.000-07:00

9 months 3 weeks 6 days ...

countdown five days to 10months anniversary ...
Love dear ~!

Cloudy Day

2009-07-29T03:13:00.000-07:00

Today 6++ only wake up for school. Late again ~ =="
Then Amy told me Gui Yin ponteng again ... She ask Amy to go KD accom her but when her BF came ady .. She say Amy can go back to school already cuz her BF came ady ... haiyoyo .... First time saw this kind of person .... Keep 'use' people ....
Ying today reccess with us ... cuz yesterday Ping and Yong didnt care her , let her alone only . So today she reccess with me, Tiong and Amy .
But most SWT want leh . JY and Elin come and ask me ixit I reccess with Ying anot . Thn I said Yes . They both walk away ady . When we walk to canteen, Yee come and ask me Ying want to share Elin's birth present anot . Huu ... How Elin treat us ... hmm .. Really speechless ..

1++ reach home
Gugu was here . thn we talk about Lai sum .. pregnant ady but still doing bad stuff . Haiz ... worry + heart pain .... Dont know what to say ... Gugu sure also very sad ...

3++ bath thn do mask with Gugu ... (:
Gugu teach me how to wash my face properly . Hehe. She said must first wash T-zone and chin first ... Any face wash also do like that .. haha .. I think this my friends also can try rite ? hehe ...

PMR is NEAR NEAR NEAR .. Gambatae !

Today forgot to reload so didnt chat with my lao gong . ):
Miss lao gong .. Muackzz ..
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